Caelin <3 |
Mommy & her snuggle bug. |
Daddy reading the card Cael got for him. |
Big Guy & Little Guy on Father's Day! |
Last week felt let it dragged on forever!! Of course it was
off to VERY rough start. This week has been better and hopefully it will
continue the upward trend.
To recap the end of last week, let’s start with a positive…
Caelin is still off the ventilator! They have not been able to wean him down on
the settings for various reasons, in fact they had to go back to 7 liters of
flow, but he still did not have to be re-intubated, which the doctors thought
they might have to do. Overall, he has been much happier off the ventilator. He
had lots of smiles on Friday and Saturday for Mommy, Daddy, nurses, and even
some specialists. If his voice weren’t so weak, we are pretty sure he would
have had a couple giggles.
Caelin’s persistent high blood pressures and bradycardiac
episodes are concerning to the doctors. He has been hypertensive with a
pressure gradient for weeks now. Pre-surgery, the doctors attributed this to
his obstruction of the Aortic arch; however, now two weeks post-op, Cael’s
upper extremities are still 20-35 points higher than his lowers, on average. In
the minds of the doctors, this should not be happening. With having three
echocardiograms in a row, the doctors are positive there is no residual
narrowing of the Aorta so they are baffled with his pressures. In fact, Dr.
Stapleton and Dr. Wilmot agree Cael’s function looks great and his heart has
started to shrink back to a more appropriate size. Caelin had been on a NiPRIDE
continuous infusion for a while to help his blood pressures but he was able to
come off of it on Saturday because they changed his medications to Enalipril
and Amlodipine and his pressures were finally adjusting to the doses. Because
of his pressures, Dr. Stapleton, the cardiologist, ordered an abdominal
ultrasound and brought in a more accurate blood pressure machine called a
Dynamap, to test Cael’s pressures himself. He received numbers pretty
consistent with what the nurses had been getting… a 40 point pressure gradient
from his left arm to left leg. YIKES! Dr. Stapleton’s response: “This shouldn’t
be happening (perplexed look).
Caelin, why are you doing this to me?” Yes, my child loves to make the doctors
test their skills and knowledge. So despite the high pressures, Saturday into
Sunday morning was great. He slept well and was very happy.
Then came Sunday at 8:30 AM… Sean’s first Father’s Day, of
course. We were hoping for a nice relaxing day but to no surprise Caelin’s body
had other plans. Cael cooperated when Mommy and Devra put his “Little Guy
Clingan” shirt on him while Daddy was downstairs getting breakfast. Daddy came
back, ate breakfast, and opened his gifts. After he saw his shirt, he pulled
Cael’s covers off and saw Cael’s matching shirt. They are so cute (the shirts
and the guys)! It was during this time that Caelin really started getting
fussy. His heart rate started climbing and he became difficult to console.
Mommy held him for a while and he slept in her arms. While he was asleep, his
heart rate started climbing into the 180s, then the 190s. He began squirming and
his heart rate hit 211. As this was happening, our nurses was getting
increasingly concerned so she got advice from other nurses and contacted Dr.
Stock, the intensivist. Caelin awoke screaming, his heart rate stayed above
200, his pressures skyrocketed, and he pooped! We were hoping for instant
relief from pushing out such a big black, mucousy poop but Cael’s agitation
continued. Dr. Stock came in wanting to know what was going on. In addition to
everything, we noticed his extremities were purple and had a slow capillary
refill. Interpreting all the details, Dr. Stock ordered an EKG to check the
electric parts of Cael’s heart to make sure he was not truly experiencing
tachycardia, dangerously rapid heartbeat. She also ordered an abdominal X-ray
and an echocardiogram. She decided he could be dry because he was on IV Lasix
every 6 hours so she gave him Albumin (volume) and changed his Lasix to every
12 hours. She also had respiratory on stand by in case he needed to be re-intubated
or go on a different nasal cannula with more support because he was working to
breathe. Satisfied that Caelin was in a more stable place, Dr. Stock went to
leave Caelin’s room. Before she left she told Caelin “No more misbehaving.” She
then looked at us and said, “He is adorable. Really, he really is adorable, but
a pain!” With that we couldn’t help but smile because although it is beyond
frustrating, it is also so very true. He is the most adorable pain we have ever
known. J
Dr. Stock’s interventions did seem to help, but only temporarily. Since then
his heart rate has spiked several times, he experienced a couple desaturation
issues, had a low-grade fever, has woken up crying uncontrollably like he is in
pain, is unable to be consoled without sedation, and has had numerous
bradycardiac episodes (he will hold his breath, dropping his heart rate to
between 70 and 100 then it will climb back to 200 within a few seconds). Not to
mention, this morning his labs revealed his white blood cell count went from 12
yesterday to 29 today. The doctors suspect he has an infection but they do not
know what kind; therefore, blood and urine cultures were sent to the lab to be
tested. They have shown no preliminary growth but he received his first dose of
Zosyn this afternoon as a precaution. Zosyn has proven to fight bacterial
infections, skin infections, pneumonia, and urinary tract infections. These are
all possibilities because of his Foley catheter, central lines (IV), and having
been on the ventilator. He did lose his central femoral line Sunday because it
was leaking lipids; we suspect this could be the infectious culprit if one of
his cultures comes back positive.
The abdominal ultrasound was not read until Sunday evening
and the reading was not concise enough for Dr. Stock. Apparently the reading
had a bunch of numbers and measurements but no interpretations from the
radiologist as to what the numbers mean diagnostically. Because of this, she
did not want to tell us anything because she did not want us to unnecessarily
worry. Of course, our minds were going crazy though with possibilities. This
morning Dr. Wilmot did say that the numbers indicate some possible stenosis
(narrowing) of the renal arteries; however, it was not conclusive so they
ordered a follow up ultrasound. After Dr. Wilmot spoke with the radiologist, he
told us the follow up ultrasound looked better than the original. He also told us the radiologist said the
ultrasound tech who took the pictures today is more experienced and therefore,
better trusted. Despite this fact, they still feel like the ultrasound is not
giving them the best pictures so Cael will most likely get a CT scan. They know
an MRI would be better than a CT but the MRI is much longer and would require
Cael to be re-intubated and none of us want that. Dr. Wilmot also said he is
going to get in contact with the Nephrologist (pediatric kidney doctors) to
make sure there are no other tests that would be better for Cael. When Dr.
Wilmot is on, Mommy and Daddy are a little bit more at ease. He is the greatest
advocate Cael has (other than Mommy and Daddy) and this is what we respect most
about him. He is brilliant and honest but above all, his compassion, diligence
and dedication does not allow him to stop working until he has all the
information he can gather, can formulate solutions, and answer all of Mommy and
Daddy’s questions to the best of his ability (which is most often accompanied
by some sort of analogy- today it was a garden hose to the renal artery). It is
apparent that he truly cares about Cael, and for this we cannot thank him
enough.
His feeds were restarted on Friday and he got up to 7 mL/hr
yesterday; however the feeds were stopped yesterday early afternoon because
Caelin was having all of the aforementioned struggles. With hopes of
improvement, Dr. Parilla, the intensivist on this week, restarted Caelin’s
feeds at 5 mL/hr. Thank goodness! It is really frustrating that every time
Caelin has an episode they stop his feeds. We understand that they want the
blood flowing to the brain, heart, and kidneys but MAN! we fear his GI track is
really going to be out of whack & will take a long time to adjust to
feeding. Also, it is possible that part of his agitation is gas and his bowels.
One plus is his morphine drip was shut off so this should alleviate some of his
constipation.
Thank you for your continued prayers, support, and love. We
pray that Caelin’s pressures will come down soon and the gradient will be
resolved. We pray he will be less agitated, will start to be consolable, and
the Zosyn will, if even just a little, help lower his heart rate and pain and
fights the infection if there is one.
He is a beautiful little boy, I pray he begins to get better soon. Take care and God bless.
ReplyDeleteCaelin is adorable and he is as lucky to have both of you as parents as you are to have him. You are all some of the strongest people I know and I pray for his recovery.
ReplyDeleteCarol Gers (Jacob and Ethan's grandmother)
Thank you very much Grandma Gers! Lots of love!
DeleteSo many prayers heading your way! You two are amazing - such great advocates for Cael. xo
ReplyDeleteI agree - you are wonderful parents! You give such excellent accounts of what is happening. It is very evident that you are very involved and love him so much. I am praying for Cael. What a beautiful little miracle he is!
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